The truth is I think about my blog almost everyday. Lately I have been thinking about it more and more each day. It’s always something that is in the back of my mind. It’s something I want to pursue and something I want to look back on and be proud of.

Often though, my thoughts get in the way. Or my lack of thoughts to be honest. My lack of ideas or my lack of knowledge. I was talking with my husband and came to the conclusion that I was the only one thinking this whole “lack” thing. I was lacking because I was telling myself I had writers block. I was telling myself that my thoughts didn’t need to be written on a webpage and that my voice didn’t need to be spoken. I was the only one thinking that. Maybe due to fear, or maybe being tired trying to keep up on life but I’m realizing if I diminished those fears early on, my blog would be more in depth. And not just my blog but myself. Maybe if I didn’t fear I would have poured more time into myself and discovering what makes me,me. More time creating a project with my husband that I love to do. More time in God’s word researching what was being spoken into my heart. I never set to do this blog to get lots of readers but to encourage whoever came by and to dive into what makes my heart spark.

So what I’m realizing here is really if I hadn’t stopped writing for this time what would this little corner of the internet look like? Would it have more recipes to warm my home, would it have more memories for me to keep or more scriptures for me to soak in. I have said it before but I love the little things in life. This blog is where can I share those little things and look back in it. I hope to write more, I hope to see my page full of little things that bring joy to my heart when I look back on everything.

“Your heart will always pursue what your treasure” Matthew 6:20

Theses are two of the things my heart treasures the most